For you.

There’s no taking back what I did wrong.  

But, oh, how I wish that weren’t true right now.  

How I wish I could just say “I’m sorry” and watch 

as what I’ve done wrong disappears before our very eyes.  

I know that won’t happen.  

But I want you to know I am sorry-I’m as sorry as I can be.  

Loving you the way I do, there’s just no excuse for the way I’ve made you feel.  

So even though I can’t take anything back, 

I hope you know how much I love you and how much I hope your love for me will help you to forgive.  - J. Gahr

I saw this and immediately thought of you.  It says what I want to say so well.  I was completely out of line.  I was hurtful, and wrong.  I took my anger out on you and said things I can never take back.  If you should be able to trust one person to always love you and be there for you, it should be me....and I have failed you.  I am sorry.  Unfortunately, I will not go away.  I will fight for your forgiveness because that is who I am.  I will admit when I am wrong, and I was wrong.  I love you.